I Dislike This Type of Feeling.

Day: Thursday
Weather: Sunny


Today was such a long day. After school, I went home and took a break for about an hour or so. Then I had to go to LA to take my photo for the AAPA scholarship. After, I came home and then left for Van Nuys hs to watch a volleyball game, which Verdugo lost to. The game ended around 8:15 or so, and we went to go eat McDonalds after. I freaking ate so much, I still am full. Jason and Ceejay are so embarrassing to be around with! Just kidding. Anyway, I feel like I didn't really get much out of today. There is an empty part of my mind that was not fulfilled today. I think I'm so stupid.




I don't want to do stats homework. I hate math with all my heart. Good night.





PS: Can't wait for tomorrow! My favorite food.

ASIAN PAGEANT BABY

Day: Saturday
Weather: Cloudy

I haven't posted up a blog in about 3-4 days? But that was because I was so busy concentrating on Asian Pageant! Yes, it was a success. Much much muuuuuchhh better than last year's. Good job Sidney! You and I are awesome presidents. Yeah we had our bitchy and annoyed and pissed moments, but that was all worth it! HAHAHA. Okay, but seriously, I'm really content with this year's Asian Pageant. Our Korean medley dance came out better than we thought it would, so I'm happy with it (thank God I didn't fall from the pyramid at least..) The fan dance was just perfect, and Alvin and Sidney added a little comic to the end too............hahaha. And although I forgot my lyrics for Reflection, I'm still content with it. I think I wasn't nervous as last year when I sang, which is good! Tae Kwon Do was hot. Tumanu was awesome. Magic & Fierce ladies rocked the stage and the audience. The ending was good. The timing was perfect. What more can I ask for? Please make next year's pageant good too because I will come to watch it. (;


Special Thanks to-
Mr. Richard Smith
Ms. Morrison
Tom: Again, I can't thank you enough. Best student body president.
Edward: You were awesome on the curtains. You were officially this year's stage manager.
Sidney Vu: Without you I could not have done this alone.
Jakrin and Brandon: The letters were sexy.
Ceejay: You helped me out a lot. You qualify for UCLA, DEFINITELY.
Quyen: You helped out so much too. Good job, VP.
Ryan and Martin: Best hosts ever.

THANK YOU ALL PERFORMERS.


I'm feelin this song right now with super loud volume:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_xn1rL1qkQ

4-6-10

Day: Tuesday
Weather: Cold

So rehearsals for the Asian Pageant finally began. I am both super excited yet super nervous about this! So far, everything seems to be going really well. I'm hoping we'll get good speakers this year. And I'm nervous because I'm in 3 different performances, which I will probably look really lame in at least 1 of them hahahaha.

Anyway, ap stats test tomorrow. I studied, but I still feel like I'm screwed. I got a 90% on my last test. So my test scores for this term are 110,73,89,90. Still 90.5% average. Ugh. You may ask, why am I working so hard to get an A? Because my dad told me that if I get straight As until the end of my senior year, he will buy me a car! And I really want that! (:

Goodnight. Thank goodness tomorrow will be warm<3

3-31-10

Day: Wednesday
Weather: Sunny

UCLAAAAAAA! After chilling at Ryan's house and making a new cover with Eric, we went to UCLA to get free food from Lillie (: It was a new experience for me. We went to De Neve(?) to eat, and man oh man, the place was more crowded than a mall! I was a little intimidated at first, but then I got used to the atmosphere(: I also got to look at Lillie's suite....very nice. I'll get a suite my 2nd year. Today made me even more excited for UCLA! I wanted to see Jenny, Janice, and Yan, but they weren't in their dorm when we visited :( See you guys soon!

3-30-10

Day: Tuesday
Weather: Cool

Anne, Leega, Q, William, and I went to Glendale today. I came about 1hr30 min earlier though because I needed to catch a ride from my mom, haha. So I went shopping alone (like I always do) while waiting for them to come. I'm REALLY happy with the clothes I bought today. Mmmmm, just love them! Bought a plaid(but vintage looking) long sleeve, a nice blue plain sweater-type of top (something similar to Cathy's pink one), another blue colored top (absolutely lovely, although Koo might call it grandma's underwear again), a pretty but plain dress with floral patterns on the bottom, a belt, and some khaki shorts! Hahahaha I bought a lot, but I haven't gone shopping in about 3 months, so it's alright! Now...the highlight of my shopping moment was when I bought my basketball shoes!

http://www.sneakerfiles.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/air-jordan-schoolin-white-black-silver-1.jpg

It was on sale at footlocker, so I bought it for $49.99. I'm extra excited for my basketball tournament at church now! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. After shopping, we went to catch some In N Out. I ordered #1 because I was super duper hungry, but I wasn't all that full after I finished eating! My stomach must have a lot of space...

Okay, gotta go exercise now! BYE!

3-28-10

Day: Sunday
Weather: Very Sunny

Today was an awesome Sunday. Church was great. Basketball was great, although we lost our practice match against Valley Church(?). I felt really pumped up during the game, and I'm really excited to get our own jerseys, because I'll be EXTRA pumped up then! (: But what I noticed is that I need much more practice. I need to learn how to be more aggressive and to use my butt to block my "man" during defense(hahaha). Gosh, basketball is pretty darn interesting!

Anyway, one of my favorite parts of today was when I got to eat Cathy's homemade cake! It was more delicious than any cake I have ever tasted in my life.

Oh and I also had a new experience today that scared the heck out of me. Eric Seo drove Leen, Pat, and I home in 100 mph on freeway with our windows fully opened. I almost peeeeeeed in my pants. But in the end, I got home safely, so thank you for the ride Eric! But I don't know if I'll ever get in your car again! Hahaha.



Spring Break.

3-26-10

Day: Friday
Weather: Sunny

Today is finally SPRING BREAK! Too bad for all you college people, going back after the end of the weekend :( Anyway, I have so many things to do during Spring Break...I don't think it will be a relaxing one. The fan dance group and I still need to finish our fan/ribbion dance moves for the Asian Pageant before the break ends. And I also have to read a book for Silva's class b/c I'm probably getting a C in that stupid class right now, sigh.
Anyway, Josh Denogean visited today, and he bought me pinkberrrry. We had a nice conversation! Especially about college. He should've went to UCLA instead of Berkeley >:) It was nice catching up with him.
Tomorrow's Lillie's birthday party, and I'm excited! I haven't been to any social activities in a while, hahaha. I'm probably going to pig out like I always do. Hm, I don't really have much to say for now... OH YEAH, Eric and I will be doing a cover together next week (:

Ciao.

3-24-10

Day: Wednesday
Weather: Sunny

I was a walking zombie today at school. I was SO sleepy! Ugh school today, overall, was terribly boring. It was ESPECIALLY boring because Anne wasn't at school...I missed her presence. The worst school time of today was Mr. Silva's. He makes me frustrated and annoyed every single day. Ugh just thinking of that class makes me roll my eyes. After the classes, I went to go play tennis for a while. Tried to play a game with Alvin, but while at 2-4, I got too dizzy to continue playing (this is what happens if I don't play constantly..) After tennis, mommy bought me some In N Out! WOOOOOOOOOOO. I didn't eat lunch today so I was holy-moly hungry! MmMmMm (:

And here I am now, trying to do my AP stats hw but constantly being distracted by everything else. I also found out I have to revise an essay for AP English :( Oh well, I always end up doing everything anyway.

Oh yeah, yesterday I was talking about Clark's prom with Cathy. She wants me to go, but I have to go to my prom too so I don't think I can go to hers :( I wish I could. I haven't seen my Clarkies in forever.



BERKELEY COMING OUT TOMORROW!




PS: HI ANNE AND SIDNEY (:

3-23-10

Day: Tuesday
Weather: Cloudy/Sunny


I am terribly impatient and paranoid right now. Cathy knows why. Argh.

3-21-10

Day: Sunday
Weather: Sunny


Woke up at 6am. Ate for 30 minutes. Took a shower. Got ready for church. Left house at 8:15am. Although I left early, I barely arrived on time to church because some roads were blocked due to the LA Marathon.

Church was great, as always. I love St. Basil. It could have been better today if Cathy came to church though! She woke up at 5:30 pm - ridiculous! We had some debate on the topic of confession in Sunday School. It was very interesting, haha. I decided to not go to basketball practice because I was too tired and lazy :( Next week is a for sure though!

Overall, good day today. I wasn't really bored in a long time! Oh, and I signed up for UCLA College Day coming up on April 14. So excited!

Lyrics

Now we've been talking for a while
And you got me trying to figure out
Boy I don't know what to say to you
But you got me feeling some kind of way for you

And all I know is when were together
No one can make me feel the way you do baby
I wish each moment could last forever
It's hard to explain the way I feel for you
I just can't find the words

You got me losing myself in what I'm trying to say
And it's so hard to fight it can't help but feeling this way
And every time that I'm near you it's like my heart gets weak
Feels like I'm losing my breath making it hard to speak

Now I know I come of kinda shy
But it's hard to say what's on my mind
The chemistry we have it hard to find
But to find the right words it's going to take sometime

And all I know is when were together
No one can make me feel the way you do baby
I wish each moment could last forever
It's hard to explain the way I feel for you
I just can't find the words

You got me tripping over words you got me stuttering
And like a bad dream I'm calling out but you don't hear me speak
And constantly I find myself in this predicament
So let me show (show you)
Baby (baby)
Cause actions speaks louder than words

- Can't Find The Words, Karina Pasian




You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I cant pretend though I try to hide
I like you. I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me. Yeah, you got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh
My heart is filled with you.

I cant imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life
Without you. Without you.
One look from you
I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what I do,

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
(Its everything that I've been dreaming of)
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.

-You Got Me, Colbie Caillat





I'm addicted to these two songs right now. I love lyrics like these!<3

Hm,

I am so bored. That's seriously all I have to say right now..
Today, nothing special happened. TGIF, but it's such a boring Friday. I wish I had a car! :(

Gosh, I want to get out of high school asap. Everything's so boringggg! I need some new spark&excitement!

Long Day.

So after long boring hours of classes, I went to go watch the Verdugo vs. Van Nuys tennis game. They beat us. But it's okay! The games were all super intense! What was really annoying though was that there was a softball game at the same time. So the bleachers were all taken by the softball audience :( Anyway, lets go beat Van Nuys next time! I know you guys can do it.

After the tennis game, I went to go watch the Vball game against Van Nuys, again. We lost, again. But this game was super intence also! Hahahaha.

Oh, and I got to see Jackie! Her legs.............<3


I'll make this short, but... I really can't wait for college. GO BRUINS (:

It's been really long.

I've been busy, but I also have been doing many useless things in my spare time. I think I should start blogging again.

The past few days have been the greatest in my life. Ever since I was little my dream school was UCLA, and this dream came true. I really think all the hard work was paid off...And now that I think back, all that worrying and stressing out about college admissions seem like it was nothing.

Besides getting into UCLA, I feel like everything is going so well lately. Church is great. I think I'm getting closer to God than I was before...I noticed that long term prayer really works. I've been praying to God about UCLA for months, and he made it come to reality. Most of all, I think having Cathy with me every Sunday gives me more strength (:

I know some people have been worrying about their college admissions, and I'm also glad that Alvin & William have been accepted to UCI, the school they have been waiting for such a long time. William called me today telling me about the news, and I could straight up notice the relief and happiness in his voice (:

Okay, I think I shall be going now. I have nothing to do today; skipped school & all b/c of CAHSEE exams. I'll be going to play tennis later @ Sunland Park although I don't have my tennis shoes :( Have to wear converse ahhh. Bye!